i knw who u r talking about,
really ntg to say except sorry,
and maybe my appologize is ntg for u,
or maybe u wont read my blog anymore...
but i just want to write down my feeling only,
damn sad now,i lost a best fren,
my wrong???or something happened between us?
actually i want to tell u the truth,
but i failed to do it,y????
i scare dat u wont blif wat i'm doing,
and i knw dat u will unhappy wit dis,
after read dat,i feel very sad and cant stop crying,
i shouldn't do dat in the beginning bcox dats not my business,
just want to lend a hand and dis make someone misunderstand,
but i feel curious,y u want to keep dis such of things inside ur deep heart and din ask me??
it will make u pain,and y u din ask me personally after u knew dat?
and u r angry but u act happy when chat wit me???
can just stop dis all fuxxing things??!!!!!
just ask and tell me,if unhappy,just scold and scream loudly?
i feel so pain after i knew dis all,
wat i'm doing is totally wrong,
and it will hurt u,so sorry for dat,
for my meddlesome,
for my childish,
for my presumingly,
really sorry,
i dun hope u forgive me,cox i know dat it will be a scar in ur heart,
i will treat u as b4,
and i will act ntg happen b4,
but i wont talk too much wit u again,at least u r asking me question~
dats all i can do~
thx god for lettting me know all of ur feeling and wat the way u thinking of me~
really thx!and dis will make me change a lot~
i knw u dunwan to let me know wat u r thinking about and block me somemore,
and it will be a scar in our heart as long as i live,
sorry for all of dis,i know i hurt u,and no use for reparation
only 1 thing i can say is i really treat u as a best fren,blif me~